I Love You, No Matter Where You Are.

My amazing boyfriend and I met on omegle. We immediately hit it off and exchanged emails. It took him awhile to reply to my email but finally he did. We began to talk again and exchanged pictures. The first thing he told me when he saw my picture is that he might just have a crush on an adorable girl with glasses. That was only the beginning of his sweet remarks and flirting. After a while we exchanged numbers and talked pretty much every day. It took a while for us to get used to each others schedule, him being 3 hours behind me and having to work, me going to school. We text each other a lot and talked about pretty much everything. I felt like I could be my weird crazy self around him. On September 3rd we were texting. i cant remember exactly what I said but he replied saying he wished I was his girl. I said i could but we live so far apart and never met in person. He then said besides that. Besides that I couldn’t think of any other reason. He was amazing and sweet. We had alikes and differences. He was simply perfect for me. I told him i couldn’t think of any other reasons. He said we would never know if we didn’t try. He asked me if I would be his princess. of course I said yes. We’ve been dating for 8 months now and i don’t think I’ve ever been this happy. He makes me feel beautiful. He’s the first guy I’ve actually been in love with. He always talks about our future together, says random I love you’s and is just as weird as me. I know he’s the person I want to spend the rest of my life with and he feels the same. We still have yet to meet but its worth waiting for. What sucks is that when we do meet we can’t actually be too lovey in public unless I’m 18 since he’s 19 and I just turned 17(we have a 3 year difference. seems like 3 is our lucky number)

I haven’t been able to talk to him since april. Which to most it isnt long but when all you have is a phone keeping you connected that’s a long time. He lost his phone at his job and some girl found it. I asked her to turn it in and she wouldn’t. She wanted me to send her naked pics and i refused and i guess he still hasnt got his phone back since he hasn’t contacted me. It sucks a lot and I always think of worse case scenarios so here I am worrying that we’ll never talk again. Little over-dramatic but I still cant help to think that. I guess when someone is your everything and you loose the only way you can communicate with that person, you feel like you have loss everything and you slowly start to loose hope.

Him and I

I met my lovely boyfriend on tumblr, started out with a random message from him saying ”your beautiful xx” we started talking and connected instantly. the rest is history, we’ve been together for two months now, its been the best two months of my life. I am dying to hold him and kiss him everyday. I’ve been constantly looking for a job to help him come here. I just want him to be a part of my world. He means the world. I’ve never met him but I know im in utter and complete love. So far I dont have much to send him here to Canada since he lives in england. Every day though I tell myself to never ever give up.